I just can’t help but to be drowned within them. Two of my insecurities are… How fat I am. I just can’t walk around shirtless. People say I’m thin/skinny, but I don’t see it… The other insecurity would be my eyes. I don’t know how I got it, but sometimes, I would have lazy eye. My left eye would sometimes go off-centered. I mainly use my right eye to see, so wherever my right eye is pointing, that’s where I am focusing.
The thought of prom has always stuck to me, and I could never predict how it’ll be for me. Prom is in 3 weeks, and I don’t have a date. Sometimes I wish that I have a date, but if I were to have one, they would have to be a guy haha. Not for the looks, but for memories I guess. Oh well. It’s just a dance right?
So you blocked me on Instagram and Facebook and “deleted” your tumblr. And the strange part is, why? We seemed to have ended on good terms… It doesn’t really add up. Oh well~ I guess being friends is out of the question. Bye bitch~
So why did I somewhat restarted my tumblr?
The posts I were making/reblogging were just too.. random for me. As I looked over the shit, nothing came together, and I just wanted to get rid of it. So then, I deleted every single post, and redid my tumblr’s theme/music.
On another note, I’m feeling much better now :) Depression is almost gone and when they say exercising is good for you when you’re sad, I totally agree. It felt like shit being tired, but I felt great afterwards! Rain + paddling is not a great combo though LOL Probably sick tomorrow