I just can’t help but to be drowned within them. Two of my insecurities are… How fat I am. I just can’t walk around shirtless. People say I’m thin/skinny, but I don’t see it… The other insecurity would be my eyes. I don’t know how I got it, but sometimes, I would have lazy eye. My left eye would sometimes go off-centered. I mainly use my right eye to see, so wherever my right eye is pointing, that’s where I am focusing. 



So it’s prom season and everyone is going out of their way to get the perfect prom dress and suit, while I’m over here still contemplating whether or not I even want to go. I don’t want to go, because it’s a waste of time…I’m not a big fan of dances, I have no time for things that I won’t enjoy, because I’m worried about graduating at this point, and finally because I originally had a date but they don’t want to go to with me…I also fear that they will be there with someone else in their arms and I’ll be left standing there sad and lonely. I do want to go, because it’s my senior prom and it’s something I should not. I do not want to be one of those people in the future where they say they didn’t attend their senior prom. I always dreamed of going and having the perfect night with the perfect date for me to dance with, but right now I couldn’t care less about prom. 

What did the pair of dry pants say to the pair of wet pants?



Sup, foo

LOOOOOL, you would only understand this if you speak Chinese.

I see what you did there.

(via kevinchetta)

I’m a Romantic.


But why are people sometimes so unwilling to admit that about themselves?

Or why is it looked down upon?

There is no shame in it.
It just means that I happen to know what simple, cheesy things I like. Hehe.


The thought of prom has always stuck to me, and I could never predict how it’ll be for me. Prom is in 3 weeks, and I don’t have a date. Sometimes I wish that I have a date, but if I were to have one, they would have to be a guy haha. Not for the looks, but for memories I guess. Oh well. It’s just a dance right?

So you blocked me on Instagram and Facebook and “deleted” your tumblr. And the strange part is, why? We seemed to have ended on good terms… It doesn’t really add up. Oh well~ I guess being friends is out of the question. Bye bitch~

So why did I somewhat restarted my tumblr?

The posts I were making/reblogging were just too.. random for me. As I looked over the shit, nothing came together, and I just wanted to get rid of it. So then, I deleted every single post, and redid my tumblr’s theme/music.

On another note, I’m feeling much better now :) Depression is almost gone and when they say exercising is good for you when you’re sad, I totally agree. It felt like shit being tired, but I felt great afterwards! Rain + paddling is not a great combo though LOL Probably sick tomorrow


I miss late night phone calls